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Money and Trauma, the connection:

Money and Trauma:

The connection between money and trauma is complex and deeply psychological. Money often carries emotional, cultural, and symbolic weight beyond its practical function. Trauma can significantly shape how people think about, handle, and relate to money. 

Here’s a thorough breakdown:

1. Early Life Experiences

  • Childhood experiences with scarcity, neglect, or instability can create lasting financial anxieties.
  • Examples:
  • Growing up in poverty hyper-vigilance around spending and saving.
  • Witnessing parental financial conflict money may trigger fear, guilt, or shame.
  • These patterns can persist into adulthood, often unconsciously influencing financial behavior.

2. Money as a Trauma Trigger

  • Certain money-related situations can reactivate past trauma:
  • Receiving bills or debt notifications may trigger panic or shame.
  • Discussions about salary, inheritance, or financial decisions can evoke childhood fears or feelings of inadequacy.
  • Trauma survivors may associate money with control, danger, or powerlessness.

3. Financial Coping Mechanisms

Trauma can lead to specific money-related behaviors:

Behavior Possible Trauma Link Hoarding / Over-saving Fear of scarcity or loss from past deprivation Impulsive spending Attempt to self-soothe, regulate emotions, or seek immediate relief financial avoidance Anxiety so intense that one avoids bills, budgeting, or money discussions Debt accumulation / gambling Attempt to regain control or escape feelings of inadequacy

4. Money and Self-Worth

  • Trauma can make financial status tightly linked to identity and self-esteem:
  • “If I have money, I am safe.”
  • “If I lose money, I am a failure.”
  • Chronic trauma may lead to shame or guilt around financial success, even if objectively achieved.

5. Intergenerational Trauma

  • Money habits and attitudes can be transmitted across generations:
  • Families affected by war, migration, or poverty may pass down beliefs like “money is dangerous” or “rich people are bad.”
  • Children internalize these messages, shaping their financial behavior and emotional response.

6. Healing and Integration

Trauma-informed approaches to money can help break cycles:

  • Awareness: Identifying emotional triggers and patterns related to money.
  • Reframing: Redefining money as a tool rather than a source of shame or fear.
  • Mindfulness & Emotion Regulation: Learning to tolerate financial anxiety without reacting impulsively.
  • Therapeutic Support: Trauma-informed therapy, such as EMDR or somatic approaches, can address the root emotional wounds tied to money.

Key Insight:
 Money isn’t inherently stressful, but trauma can make it a symbolic battlefield — representing safety, control, identity, and self-worth. Healing the financial relationship often involves addressing the underlying emotional trauma, not just the budget.

Here’s a detailed list of common money-trauma patterns along with practical ways to work through them. I’ll organize it so it’s easy to apply personally or in therapy:

1. Financial Hoarding / Over-Saving

Pattern:

  • Extreme fear of running out of money.
  • Reluctance to spend even on necessary items.
  • Viewing money as the only form of safety.

Trauma Link:

  • Childhood scarcity, poverty, or unpredictable finances.

Ways to Work Through It:

  • Budget with Intention: Allocate money for essentials and some “joy spending” to normalize spending.
  • Gradual Exposure: Start with small, intentional expenditures to retrain emotional responses.
  • Therapy: Explore underlying scarcity beliefs and reframe money as a tool, not a survival anchor.

2. Impulsive Spending / Retail Therapy

Pattern:

  • Buying things to cope with anxiety, sadness, or boredom.
  • Accumulation of unnecessary items or debt.

Trauma Link:

  • Early emotional neglect, abandonment, or unmet needs leading to self-soothing behaviors.

Ways to Work Through It:

  • Track Triggers: Note emotional states before spending.
  • Alternative Coping: Replace spending with healthier self-soothing (journaling, walking, connecting with supportive friends).
  • Set Boundaries: Use cash-only or spending limits for non-essential purchases.

3. Financial Avoidance

Pattern:

  • Ignoring bills, bank statements, or budget planning.
  • Procrastination and anxiety around money discussions.

Trauma Link:

  • Feeling powerless or unsafe in childhood financial matters.

Ways to Work Through It:

  • Structured Approach: Schedule a short, consistent time weekly to review finances.
  • Emotional Check-In: Pair financial tasks with grounding exercises (breathing, mindfulness).
  • Professional Support: Financial counseling combined with trauma-informed therapy can reduce overwhelm.

4. Debt Accumulation / Gambling

Pattern:

  • Repeated borrowing or risky financial behaviors despite negative consequences.
  • Seeking quick fixes for emotional relief or control.

Trauma Link:

  • Early experiences of instability, lack of control, or inconsistent rewards.

Ways to Work Through It:

  • Immediate Accountability: Work with a financial coach or trusted partner.
  • Identify Emotional Drivers: Use journaling to uncover feelings driving risky behaviors.
  • Therapy for Impulse Control: CBT, DBT, or trauma-informed therapy to build healthy coping.

5. Money-Linked Self-Worth Issues

Pattern:

  • Self-esteem tied to earning, spending, or saving money.
  • Shame around financial status, whether high or low.

Trauma Link:

  • Family messages linking worth to financial success or failure.
  • Experiences of judgment or criticism around money.

Ways to Work Through It:

  • Internal Validation: Practice self-compassion independent of finances.
  • Cognitive Reframing: Challenge “I am my money” thoughts with evidence of intrinsic value.
  • Affirmations & Gratitude: Focus on non-financial achievements and relationships.

6. Intergenerational Money Anxiety

Pattern:

  • Fear or distrust of money inherited from family beliefs (e.g., “rich people are greedy”).
  • Repeating parents’ money mistakes unconsciously.

Trauma Link:

  • Historical family poverty, war, or financial instability.

Ways to Work Through It:

  • Awareness: Identify inherited beliefs versus personal values.
  • Create New Patterns: Intentionally practice healthy financial habits.
  • Ritual or Symbolic Acts: Writing letters to ancestors or creating “financial affirmations” can reframe inherited trauma.

7. Avoiding Financial Conversations

Pattern:

  • Fear of discussing money with partners, family, or advisors.
  • Leads to secrecy, conflict, or passive financial patterns.

Trauma Link:

  • Childhood experiences where money talk caused conflict or shame.

Ways to Work Through It:

  • Safe Communication Practice: Start with neutral topics or shared goals.
  • Therapeutic Coaching: Practice assertive financial communication in therapy.
  • Joint Planning: Use tools or systems to make money discussions objective rather than emotional.

 Key Insight:
 All of these patterns are adaptive responses to past trauma. Healing involves awareness, emotional regulation, gradual exposure, and reframing beliefs about money as a neutral tool rather than a threat or measure of worth.

Shervan K Shahhian

How Does Psychosomatic Illness develops:

Psychosomatic illness develops when psychological stress or emotional conflict leads to real physical symptoms or worsens an existing medical condition. It’s not “imagined” , the body truly reacts to mental and emotional strain through biological pathways.

Here’s how it typically develops step-by-step:

1. Emotional or Psychological Stress

A person experiences ongoing stress, anxiety, depression, trauma, or unresolved emotional conflict.

  • Examples: grief, work pressure, relationship problems, guilt, fear.

2. Activation of the Stress Response

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The fight-or-flight system (sympathetic nervous system) becomes chronically activated.

  • The mind (especially the hypothalamus) signals the adrenal glands to release stress hormones ,  mainly adrenaline and cortisol: PLEASE CONSULT WITH A NEROLOGIST.

3. Physical Changes in the Body

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These hormones affect many body systems:

  • Cardiovascular: increased heart rate, blood pressure.
  • Digestive: reduced digestion, stomach acid imbalance.
  • Immune: suppressed or overactive immune response.
  • Muscular: tension, pain.

If stress persists, these changes stop being temporary ,  they start to damage tissues or organs.

4. Symptom Formation

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Over time, this leads to physical symptoms such as:

  • Headaches, migraines
  • Stomach ulcers or irritable bowel
  • Chest pain, palpitations
  • Chronic fatigue, muscle pain
  • Skin rashes, eczema
  • Hypertension

The symptoms are real but are triggered or worsened by psychological factors.

5. Reinforcement Cycle

The physical symptoms cause more worry and stress, which further increases physiological arousal ,  creating a vicious cycle of mind–body interaction.

6. Chronic Condition or Disorder

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Without addressing the psychological roots (through therapy, stress management, or emotional processing), the symptoms can become chronic and difficult to treat medically alone.

Shervan K Shahhian

Reality-Based Forecasting, what is it:


Reality-Based Forecasting is a way of anticipating the future by grounding your predictions in what’s actually happening, not wishful thinking, fear-driven assumptions, or old survival patterns.

Think of it as: “Given the evidence I have right now, what is most likely to occur?”

Core idea

Instead of asking “What do I fear might happen?” or “What do I hope will happen?”, you ask:

“What usually happens in situations like this, and what data do I actually have?”

Key elements

  • Current evidence – observable facts, patterns, behaviors, timelines
  • Base rates – how often things typically turn out a certain way
  • Past patterns – this person/system’s actual history, not your projections
  • Constraints – time, resources, power dynamics, incentives
  • Probabilities, not certainties – multiple likely outcomes, not just one

What it corrects for

Reality-based forecasting counteracts:

  • Catastrophizing
  • Magical thinking / optimism bias
  • Trauma-based expectation (“it always goes wrong”)
  • Identity-threat distortions (“this means something about me”)

This is especially relevant when the nervous system is activated, because the brain will otherwise fill in the future using threat templates.

Simple example

Emotion-based forecast:

“If I speak up, I’ll be rejected.”

Reality-based forecast:

“In the past, when I’ve spoken calmly, most people responded neutrally or thoughtfully. There’s a small chance of pushback, but rejection hasn’t been the norm.”

Clinical / applied uses

  • Anxiety & anticipatory anxiety
  • Trauma recovery (updating outdated threat models)
  • Decision-making under stress
  • Boundary setting
  • Risk assessment without fear dominance

A quick 3-step check

  1. What facts do I have, not interpretations?
  2. What usually happens in comparable situations?
  3. What are 2–3 plausible outcomes, and their likelihoods? Shervan K Shahhian

Memory-Based Forecasting, what is it:

Memory-based forecasting is when the mind predicts the future by replaying the past, using stored memories (especially emotional ones) as templates for what’s “likely” to happen next.

In short:

“This happened before, so it will probably happen again.”

That sounds rational on the surface, but psychologically it’s more biased than accurate.

How it works

The brain is a prediction machine. When something mattered emotionally—especially if it involved threat, shame, loss, or rejection—the memory gets tagged as important for survival. Later, when a vaguely similar situation shows up, the nervous system says:

  • “I recognize this.”
  • “Last time this hurt.”
  • “Prepare accordingly.”

So the future gets filled in before it actually arrives.

Common signs

  • Expecting the same outcome even when circumstances have changed
  • Overestimating risk because of past pain
  • Feeling emotionally certain about a prediction without new evidence
  • “I just know how this will end”
  • Strong bodily reactions (tight chest, dread) tied to imagined futures

Where it shows up a lot

  • Trauma & attachment wounds (past ≠ present, but the body disagrees)
  • Anxiety & depression (selective recall of negative outcomes)
  • Relationships (“People always leave / disappoint / betray”)
  • Clinical work: clients confusing memory activation with intuition

Memory ≠ prophecy

A key distinction:

  • Memory-based forecasting = pattern completion driven by old data
  • Reality-based forecasting = updating predictions with current evidence

Trauma especially freezes the prediction model in time.

Why it feels so convincing

Because it’s not just a thought—it’s:

  • Emotional
  • Somatic
  • Fast
  • Protective

The body reacts as if the future is already happening.

Helpful counter-moves (gentle, not dismissive)

  • Context updating: “What’s different now compared to then?”
  • Probability thinking instead of certainty (“possible” vs “inevitable”)
  • Somatic checking: noticing that fear ≠ forecast
  • Memory labeling: “This is a memory echo, not a preview”

One-line reframe

“My nervous system is remembering, not predicting.”

Shervan K Shahhian

Allowing Graded Exposure, what does that mean:


Allowing graded exposure is about letting yourself meet what you fear in small, tolerable doses—instead of avoiding it or forcing yourself through it.

Think of it as “approach without overwhelm.”

What it is

Graded exposure means:

  • You intentionally allow contact with a feared situation, sensation, memory, or thought
  • In steps, from least activating to most activating
  • While staying within your window of tolerance

The key word is allowing, not pushing, not white-knuckling.

What it’s used for

It’s especially effective for:

  • Anxiety and fears
  • Trauma responses (carefully paced)
  • Avoidance patterns
  • Somatic fear (sensations, emotions, bodily cues)
  • OCD and panic cycles

Avoidance keeps the nervous system convinced the threat is real.
Graded exposure updates the nervous system through experience, not logic.

What “allowing” changes

This is subtle but important.

Forcing exposure:
“I have to do this so I stop being afraid.”

 Allowing exposure:
“I’m letting myself touch this a little, and I can stop if needed.”

That shift alone reduces threat activation.

How it works (step-by-step)

  1. Map a fear ladder
    • Rate triggers from 0–10
    • Start around 2–3, not 7–8
  2. Enter with choice
    • “I’m choosing to be here.”
    • Choice restores agency (critical for trauma)
  3. Stay just long enough
    • Until anxiety peaks and begins to fall
    • Not until exhaustion or dissociation
  4. Track safety signals
    • “Nothing bad is happening.”
    • “I can leave.”
    • “My body is settling.”
  5. Repeat
    • Consistency matters more than intensity

Somatic version (very relevant)

For body-based fear:

  • Allow 10–20 seconds of a sensation
  • Then orient outward (look around, move, breathe)
  • Pendulate between activation to safety

This teaches the body: activation is survivable.

Common mistakes

  • Going too fast (“flooding”)
  • Using exposure to get rid of feelings
  • Skipping regulation skills
  • Treating discomfort as danger

Discomfort ≠ harm.

A simple reframe

Graded exposure isn’t about proving you’re brave.
It’s about teaching your nervous system that contact doesn’t equal catastrophe.

Shervan K Shahhian

Anticipating Vulnerabilities, explained:

Anticipating vulnerabilities is basically the mind’s way of scanning the future for where things could go wrong, especially around safety, attachment, identity, or control.

Here’s a clean way to think about it:

What it is

Anticipating vulnerabilities =
pre-emptively identifying emotional, relational, or situational weak spots before they’re actually activated.

It’s a protective function, not a flaw.

Examples:

  • “If I say this, I might be rejected.”
  • “If I relax, I’ll lose control.”
  • “If I depend on someone, they could hurt me.”
  • “If this belief is questioned, my whole identity might crack.”

Why the system does this

The nervous system learned (often early) that:

  • certain states = danger
  • certain needs = risk
  • certain truths = destabilizing

So it starts forecasting threat to avoid overwhelm, shame, abandonment, or loss of coherence.

Think of it as:

“Let me spot the crack before it turns into a collapse.”

How it shows up internally

  • Hyper-vigilance
  • Mental rehearsing or “what-if” loops
  • Strategic emotional distance
  • Over-preparing or over-explaining
  • Intellectualization (staying in the head to avoid exposure)

In trauma or attachment work, this is often a pre-activation phase—the body hasn’t flooded yet, but it’s bracing.

Healthy vs. protective versions

Healthy anticipation

  • Realistic risk assessment
  • Boundary setting
  • Preparedness without panic
  • Flexibility if new information appears

Protective / trauma-driven anticipation

  • Overestimates danger
  • Treats uncertainty as threat
  • Locks identity or beliefs in place
  • Narrows perception and options

The key distinction

The problem isn’t seeing vulnerabilities
It’s assuming they will automatically lead to harm.

Healing work doesn’t remove this function—it updates it.

What helps regulate it

  • Slowing the body before analyzing
  • Tracking “Is this present-time data or memory-based forecasting?”
  • Naming the protective intention (“this is trying to keep me safe”)
  • Allowing graded exposure instead of all-or-nothing protection
  • Shervan K Shahhian

Planning for High-Risk Situations, explained:

Planning for high-risk situations is a way to protect future, you when you know your nervous system, habits, or environment might get activated and pull you off course. It’s used a lot in substance use recovery, trauma work, and relapse-prevention, but it’s really about anticipating vulnerability and adding support ahead of time.

Here’s a clean, practical breakdown.

What counts as a “high-risk situation”?

Anything that reliably increases the chance of:

  • relapse or acting out
  • emotional overwhelm
  • dissociation or shutdown
  • impulsive or self-defeating behavior

Common examples:

  • Strong emotional states (shame, loneliness, anger, grief)
  • Interpersonal triggers (conflict, rejection, criticism)
  • Environmental cues (certain places, people, times of day)
  • Internal states (fatigue, hunger, pain, stress)
  • Cognitive states (“I don’t care anymore,” “What’s the point?”)

High-risk ≠ weakness.
It means predictable nervous-system activation.

Core elements of planning for high-risk situations

1. Identify your personal risk profile

Not generic, yours.

Ask:

  • When do I usually lose access to my values?
  • What patterns repeat before things go sideways?
  • What sensations, thoughts, or urges show up first?

This is somatic + cognitive:

  • Body: tight chest, buzzing, collapse
  • Mind: all-or-nothing thinking, justifying, numbing logic
  • Behavior: isolating, seeking relief fast

2. Name early warning signs

Catching it early is everything.

Examples:

  • “I stop answering texts”
  • “My inner critic gets louder”
  • “I feel unreal / detached”
  • “I start bargaining with myself”

This shifts you from reactive to observant.

3. Pre-decide coping responses

You choose before the trigger, because during activation, choice narrows.

Good plans include:

  • Immediate regulation (grounding, breath, movement)
  • Delay strategies (urge surfing, 20-minute rule)
  • Connection (specific people, not vague “reach out”)
  • Environment changes (leave, remove access, change location)
  • Meaning anchors (values, commitments, consequences)

Simple beats clever.

4. Plan for impaired thinking

In high-risk moments, insight often goes offline.

So ask:

  • What will I forget when I’m activated?
  • What lies does my mind tell me?

Then write counter-statements in advance:

  • “This urge will peak and pass.”
  • “Relief now = pain later.”
  • “I don’t have to decide anything tonight.”

This is borrowing your wise mind ahead of time.

5. Rehearse the plan

This part gets skipped and it matters.

  • Visualize the trigger
  • Walk through the response
  • Feel it in your body

You’re training the nervous system, not just the intellect.

Why this works (psychologically & somatically)

  • Reduces cognitive load under stress
  • Interrupts habit loops
  • Restores a sense of agency
  • Builds trust in yourself
  • Shifts shame to strategy

Planning isn’t rigidity, it’s compassionate realism.

Shervan K Shahhian

Substance Abuse Counseling, an explanation:

Substance Abuse Counseling (often called Addiction Counseling or Substance Use Disorder treatment) is a therapeutic approach that helps people change their relationship with substances while addressing the underlying reasons the use developed in the first place.

Here’s a clean, structured overview

What it is

Substance abuse counseling supports people who:

  • Are using alcohol or drugs in ways that cause harm
  • Feel out of control with substances
  • Use substances to cope with emotional pain, trauma, anxiety, shame, or identity distress
  • Are in recovery and want relapse prevention support

It treats substance use as a learned coping strategy, not a moral failure.

Core goals

  • Reduce or stop harmful substance use
  • Understand why the substance became necessary
  • Build safer coping and regulation skills
  • Repair relationships and self-trust
  • Support identity reconstruction beyond “the addiction”

Common approaches used

Motivational Interviewing (MI)

  • Helps resolve ambivalence (“part of me wants to stop, part of me doesn’t”)
  • Non-confrontational, autonomy-respecting
  • Especially effective early in treatment

Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT)

  • Identifies triggers, thought loops, and behavioral patterns
  • Builds relapse-prevention plans
  • Teaches urge management and alternative coping

Trauma-informed therapy

  • Addresses attachment injuries, chronic shame, or developmental trauma
  • Recognizes substance use as nervous-system regulation

Harm Reduction

  • Focuses on safer use if abstinence isn’t immediately possible
  • Meets people where they are, not where they “should be”

Group therapy / 12-step or alternatives

  • Provides belonging, accountability, and shared meaning
  • Alternatives include SMART Recovery, Refuge Recovery, etc.

What happens in sessions

  • Assessment of substance patterns and risks
  • Exploring emotional, relational, and somatic triggers
  • Learning skills for craving management and regulation
  • Planning for high-risk situations
  • Strengthening identity, purpose, and values

Who it’s for

  • People questioning their use (“Is this becoming a problem?”)
  • People with diagnosed Substance Use Disorders
  • People in early recovery or long-term maintenance
  • People whose substance use is tied to trauma, shame, or existential distress

Important reframe

Substance use is often:

An attempt to regulate pain, not a desire to self-destruct.

Effective counseling treats the function of the substance, not just the substance itself.

Shervan K Shahhian

Understanding Somatic Signatures:

Somatic signatures are the distinct, patterned ways your body signals a particular emotional or psychological state, often before your conscious mind catches up.

Think of them as your nervous system’s calling cards.

What they are, simply

A somatic signature is a reliable body pattern (sensations, posture, breath, tension, impulses) that shows up when a specific emotion, belief, memory, or survival strategy is activated.

They’re not random sensations—they’re meaningful, repeatable, and context-linked.

Examples

  • Anxiety signature: tight chest, shallow breathing, jaw clenching, forward-leaning posture
  • Shame signature: collapsed chest, downcast eyes, heat in face, urge to hide
  • Anger signature: heat in arms, clenched fists, pressure in jaw, urge to move forward
  • Grief signature: heaviness in chest, slow breathing, throat tightness
  • Safety/connection signature: warmth in torso, fuller breath, relaxed shoulders

Each person’s pattern is idiosyncratic, your anxiety may live in your gut, someone else’s in their throat.

Why they matter (clinically + practically)

  • They show up before thoughts, early warning system
  • They’re harder to lie to than cognition
  • They reveal which survival system is online (threat, attachment, collapse, mobilization)
  • They allow regulation without analysis

For trauma and attachment work, somatic signatures are gold because the body remembers what the mind rationalizes away.

Somatic signatures vs emotions

Important distinction:

  • Emotion = category label (fear, sadness, anger)
  • Somatic signature = the body configuration that carries that emotion

You can change the emotional trajectory by working with the signature directly (breath, posture, movement, grounding), without disputing thoughts.

In practice (micro-intervention)

  1. Notice: “What is my body doing right now?”
  2. Name the pattern (not the story): tight throat, shallow breath, pulled-in shoulders
  3. Track it with curiosity (not control)
  4. Offer a small counter-signal (lengthen exhale, widen posture, orient to room)This gently tells the nervous system: “You’re not in danger now.”

Specifically

Somatic signatures are also the interface layer, where perception, meaning, and regulation meet. They’re the substrate beneath cognition, belief, and even anomalous experience.

Shervan K Shahhian

Mental Looping, What is it:

Mental looping (aka rumination) is when the mind gets stuck replaying the same thoughts, images, or questions on repeat—without actually resolving anything.

Think of it as the brain’s threat-solver stuck in “search mode.”

What it feels like

  • Same thought keeps returning (“Why did I say that?” “What if I’m wrong?”)
  • A sense of urgency or pressure to figure it out now
  • Narrowed attention, reduced flexibility
  • Often paired with anxiety, shame, or dread

What’s really happening

Mental looping is usually not a thinking problem, it’s a regulation problem.

When the nervous system is activated:

  • The mind tries to regain safety through analysis
  • Context collapses (everything feels high-stakes)
  • The brain mistakes repetition for progress

So the loop continues.

Common triggers

  • Shame or self-criticism
  • Identity threat (“What does this say about me?”)
  • Uncertainty with emotional charge
  • Attachment injury or social threat
  • Trauma memory fragments without resolution

Why insight doesn’t stop it

This is key:
You can understand the loop perfectly and still be stuck in it.

Because the loop isn’t maintained by lack of insight, it’s maintained by arousal.

What actually helps (counterintuitive but effective)

  1. Interrupt the body first
    • Slow exhale (longer out-breath)
    • Grounding through sensation (feet, temperature, weight)
  2. Name it gently
    • “This is a loop, not a problem to solve.”
  3. Restore context
    • Ask: Is this dangerous right now? Or just uncomfortable?
  4. Delay thinking
    • Tell the mind: “We’ll revisit this later when calmer.”
  5. Relational safety
    • Loops dissolve faster when witnessed or co-regulated

One-line reframe

Mental looping is the mind trying to protect you after losing regulation, not a sign that you’re failing to think clearly.

Shervan K Shahhian